We’ve been questioning everything.
Volume #7
Can I riff on something for a hot minute?
Full transparency, this is probably a ‘hot take’ that may ruffle some feathers, trigger some feels, yet hopefully soothe the souls of others.

You know how we’ve been waking up and literally questioning everything in the last decade? The medical industry, the food supply, the chemicals we are exposed to, the education system, the politicians and ‘rules’ we live by…
As a collective, I think the metaphysical and intuitive communities are extra deep down these rabbit holes because we’ve experienced the pain of trauma, wounding, and worsening health conditions in ourselves or in a loved one. So naturally, it’s easy to see that the advice we have been getting in all of the aforementioned industries was leading us in circles and making us sicker and more tired to feed the medical establishment, to lead us back to more addictions and coping strategies, which fed us right back into the existing system.
Ok, hear me out…
Why haven’t we all woken up and questioned the repetitive spiritual narratives and why we’re all going on this endless spiral in THIS industry, too?!
Why are we blindly following the basic advice to keep going inwards, picking up the same old tools that haven’t given us any different results than the last thing we tried, or buying into the narrative that we’ll be healing for the rest of our lives because it’s a spiral not a linear progression?!
Isn’t this just the polarity of the same system we all swore we’d leave? Still stuck… just in the opposite set of beliefs/ mindset about it?!
(If we’ve just met and perhaps this is your first newsletter from me, oh hey, hi, this is where my filter 100% comes off and sometimes the raw and unedited version with ridiculously terrible grammar comes out. Character flaw or adorkable quirk - you get to decide how it lands for you I suppose!)
But here's the question that keeps nagging at me: who actually benefits from all of us walking around in circles, convinced our path is totally unique and there's no structure to any of it?
My opinion - the same establishments we tried to leave when we woke up in the first place. Why? Because when the surface-level trainings and spirituality most of us have been exposed to don’t work, we’ll turn back to what was familiar before this (ie: religion, establishments, mundane life, etc), hoping we missed something there, and it’s the “answer” again.
And listen, I get it if your mind is potentially throwing a big red flag in the air and your discernment radar is going off. It should be! It’s our job as humans to judge everything that crosses our path and to ask deeper questions.
I’ve been deep in this work a long time now. And, I can absolutely say that in my work with thousands of you, I truly believe the “ascension and healing spiral” is a trap.
I’ve noticed when my students and clients are finally willing to stop entertaining that frequency, we quantum leap into an entirely new reality that becomes more impact focused, and our old issues seem to melt away without struggle.
And, for whatever reason, it seems to unfold in a very specific sequence of events - so much so that I can now accurately predict (without a crystal ball) exactly what intuitive skills are about to turn on and up, the challenges my clients are about to face, and the exact things I need to equip them with so they don’t get stuck at each level.
If it’s that predictable and there’s a throughline that I can anticipate like clockwork… then my theory is that the ‘layers of the onion’ we’ve been taught to believe have to exist in this work is a complete lie.
Pinging this back over to you! What are your thoughts on this subject?!
Am I onto something, or is 8 hours of tree-hugging imminent in my future?! If you’re up to it, hit me a reply and let me know what bubbled up for you reading through my level 10 spice nugget thoughts of the day!
On a lighter note…
What I’m Watching
I’m currently obsessed with the sitcom ‘Younger’ on Netflix. I really wanted something funny, endearing, and nervous-system friendly in this season, and this adorable series is delivering!
What I’m Working On
I have a new class I want to teach bubbling up, so I’ve been deep in the bat cave thinking about the best ways to share this information with all of you. I had a download about a year ago now come in and the ‘1’ year vibes are helping me go deeper to reflect, refine and get this data ready for all of you. I think I’ll be able to share it by next week - so keep your eyes peeled!
What I’m Reading
A Discovery of Witches, Deborah Harkness
Canada: https://amzn.to/3NIHUo8
US: https://amzn.to/4bkzRqA
I’m in the throes of a witch & vampire series as they uncover an underworld that has long been buried until the right Bishop witch returns and finds the way in. It’s also a tv series if you like to read & watch in tandem or to compare!
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